1. |
Intro (Isolation)
01:25
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My dear, you cannot live in isolation from the human race you know...
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2. |
Total Control
05:00
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I'm gonna eat this whole damn globe,
shooting hoops through a black hole,
shooting stars that I don't know,
stopping by to say hello
I'm in total control of my life,
wish that someone would tell me I'm right
I'm in total control of my life,
just need someone to tell me I'm right
I'm just gonna go ,
try and dig a nice hole
where i, can get a grip,
try and, get a hold
there are things we can't control,
some shit you'll never know,
so go ahead and don't believe me,
give up your soul
you're all out of your minds
you're all out of it x2
I'm in total control of my life,
wish that someone would tell me I'm right
I'm in total control of my life,
just need someone to tell me I'm right
how'd I end up like,
stain' home friday night
not out on the town,
when there's so many girls I like
I'm in total control of my life,
wish that someone would tell me I'm right
I'm in total control of my life,
just need someone to tell me I'm right
Tell me I'm wrong,
that will be the last time you'll talk,
Left still in the dark
your shadow outlined in chalk
your so out of touch
you don't breathe anymore
you just suck the air out of me
and you can't get enough
you don't need anymore
just try and rely on me
I'm in total control of my life,
wish that someone would tell me I'm right
I'm in total control of my life,
just need someone to tell me I'm right
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3. |
Dirty Thoughts
04:09
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I'm a monster
I'm a beast, I'm a freak
thats why they kept me on a leash,
underneath,
that's why I kept you in the sheets,
pretty please,
don't go,
our love was not free,
for all the people that I killed,
that let me walk,
for all the blood on my hands,
they let me wash,
for all the dead and the damned,
dirty thoughts,
I can't look back,
as I'm caught
Maybe I had it coming,
like a dead soul haunts me (x2)
For every ounce of pride,
that I show,
got a couple broken hearts you'll never know,
Got my wrist chained,
to a pole,
now you're in total control,
the bad vibes keep,
catching up,
you see me see you but it's not enough,
throw away the key, pass me a note,
and all it said was X O X O
Maybe I had it coming,
like a dead soul haunts me (x2)
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4. |
Dirty Interlude
00:41
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5. |
Anyway
04:49
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Anyway
You never know, when your luck runs out,
you don’t get love, until the love runs out
someway, somehow,
we belong here,
somewhere in your mouth,
we belong here,
probably gonna live here someday,
need a place near a subway,
prolly gonna leave you one day,
ya prolly don’t need me anyway
Anyways,
lets talk about this shit some other day
and anyways,
I swear to god that you always try to catch me
anyways,
I tell you that I love you, always
but anyway,
you sit and wonder who I’m hitting’ on, all day
someway, somehow,
we belong here,
somewhere in your mouth,
we belong here,
probably gonna live here someday,
need a place near a subway,
prolly gonna leave you one day,
ya probably don’t need me anyway
We get a lot,
rent a lot,
whatever she said,
she never meant it,
we fight a lot,
write a lot,
whatever we read,
we went to bed with
We get a lot,
rent a lot,
whatever she said,
she never meant it,
we fight a lot,
write a lot,
whatever we read,
we went to bed with
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6. |
Forgotten Beauty
04:08
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In the floorings where I want
To keep u in a box
Not physically of course
Its why I never leave the porch
And I Won't go outside,
Its too good for me, I hide
Not mentally of course
Its why I never clean the porch
I can feel any other way
Its all the fucking same,
Has that been said Before,
Lookin' sickly on our porch
We're mindless, just saying
Spend our lives down at the morgue
the wasted and the Bored
All Looked healthy on their porch
I think I can feel the force,
use my mind to paint the porch,
the universe my power source,
havin' tea with dinosaurs
I don't know which way is north,
goin' down south on these whores,
brush your teeth and do your chores,
after that go clean the porch
In the mornings when I want
To get u out that box
Push u down onto the ground
Getchu in a headlock
We're violent, just playing
There's more to what I'm sayin
Much more than anything
Much less than in ur dreams
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7. |
See Me
02:28
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why else would you see me,
why else would you have come around,
it's too bad that I just of that,
why else would you see me,
why else would you have come around,
its too bad that I just thought of that now
When we were too young
Had way too much fun
Now its all in the past,
We were too far gone
To remember the days
That's what u always said
Like a stranger in a way
In the strangest of ways
why else would you see me,
why else would you have come around,
it's too bad that I just of that,
why else would you see me,
why else would you have come around,
its too bad that I just thought of that now
now she's too torn,
Just a stranger in the morning
can't stand it when your around
And u ask me to leave,
Please baby please
Throw me out of my own home
did I have a chance,
we had fun the 3 times we went out,
did I have a chance?
I somehow feel like I've missed out
why else would you see me,
why else would you have come around,
it's too bad that I just of that,
why else would you see me,
why else would you have come around,
its too bad that I just thought of that now
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8. |
The Darkness; Part I
00:25
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9. |
Goin' At It
05:44
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Going at it alone,
nobody knows,
that summer was cold,
that's why it hardly rose,
and oh how we grow,
they say you're looking' so old,
I can explain,
these are my grandfathers clothes
and when you meet,
someone not me,
Ill be just fine,
but he'll be missing his teeth,
oh how we bleed,
I love when you plea,
not cause you meant it,
but cause you're on your knees
thought I had it all,
but I had nothing,
kickin' holes in the wall,
just to feel something,
still it goes on, on, on
can we not stop it?
you know that we lost it
Going at it with friends,
you know how that ends,
think you're in love,
how we love to pretend,
so you leave me alone,
no more texts on my phone,
erase all the truth,
cause we can't let em know,
I can't blame you,
I moved on too soon,
so I take the blame,
for this horrible day
Thought I had it all,
but I had nothing,
kickin' holes in the wall,
just to feel something,
can we not stop it?
you know that we lost it
This time the fall,
lies with me,
I took the blame,
for this horrible day,
Cause I,
walk a thin line,
while you got god,
I see no use in lying
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10. |
The Darkness; Part II
00:19
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11. |
Halloween
04:15
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They stripped you of the fat on your tongue
I think they felt that you needed to belong.
I think they felt we needed to be wrong,
I think they felt we needed to be gone.
They stripped you of the will to believe,
Now theyre hiding in your dreams
Now they're. Busting down ur door
Colored in blood,
Spray painted on floor
Shooting stars like laughing skulls
No one worth saving
We're all pretty dull
Everyone is perfect
Lulled in the mull
Everyone is perfect
Lulled in the mull
Strip you down to skin and bone,
hear about shit that you don't wanna know,
yeah you got money, but you ain't got a soul,
he said you're gonna want money when you're creepy and old
Strip you down right to the bone,
hear about shit that you don't wanna know,
yeah you got money, but you ain't got a soul,
he said you're gonna want money when you're creepy and old
Shooting stars like laughing skulls
No one worth saving
We're all pretty dull
Everyone is perfect
Lulled in the mull
Everyone is perfect
Lulled in the mull
I don't really know anybody in the room,
no I don't really know anybody in the room,
saw her looking at me,
said I'mma know her soon,
she said iunno, iunno anyone in the room,
so I said, eh you're just like me,
iunno em too,
just me and you,
just me and,
just me and you,
just me and...
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12. |
Heat of the Night
05:34
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I got a lot,
left for no one,
cold blood stung,
under the light,
I got a lot,
but it's not enough,
I wonder if my heads screwed on right,
In the heat of the night,
I can't go on,
do you feel alright?
In the heat of the night,
I can't go on,
can you see the light?
I've seen a lot of nothing in this life,
and what I've seen I guess I just don't like,
I felt the pain so much that I feel numb,
been dull for so long that I feel dumb,
and it hurts me just to breathe,
and it pains you just to see,
that it hurts me when you leave,
my wasted youth,
escaping me
and when I wake up,
long night,
fucked up,
two timed,
too many times,
to be kind,
and I won't let up,
cause I'm waiting' until
In the heat of the night,
I can't go on,
do you feel alright?
In the heat of the night,
I can't go on,
can you see the light?
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13. |
Listen
00:42
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14. |
Judge
03:19
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They say its so easy to judge,
but it's hard to judge falling in love,
they say only believe what you see,
but I only believe what I touch
I hope that you catch me,
I might even turn myself in,
cause it's been too long love,
and I'd like to see you again,
They say its so easy to judge,
but it's hard to judge falling in love,
they say only believe what you see,
but I only believe what I touch
I kept eye on the door,
a couple hours or more,
just to get away,
it seems my judgements off,
bad karma, spent it all,
moneys gone, casualty
my minds a body part,
broken and kept apart,
it wouldn't know its me,
its never seen a face,
or known to love,
it doesn't know its anything
They say its so easy to judge,
but it's hard to judge falling in love,
they say only believe what you see,
but I only believe what I touch
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15. |
KMN
03:46
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Kill me now,
I'm only lonely when I'm in a crowd,
take me out,
say you love me with your friends around,
keep my head down,
or I'll get stuck inside eyes that are brown,
kill me now,
how do i keep the things i havn't found,
well i don't,
I let go,
I let it go,
I go get stoned,
it's not my fault, (not at all)
and when I blame it on you,
you say you're not involved,
you're like pikachu,
cause you wouldn't evolve,
it's not my fault (not at all, not at all)
It's a good life, so let things go,
It's a good lie, so you will never know,
It's a good life, so kill me now,
It's a good life, so let me down
Kill me now,
so I can laugh this off up in the clouds,
why don't you,
kill me now,
call the cops this party's way too loud
well I don't,
give a shit,
you're always the first,
to call it quits,
you're reckless
I'm not there,
stuck in the air,
a ghost in the ground,
surrounded by the walls that you've torn down,
kill me now
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16. |
Try Again
00:05
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17. |
Quit
03:44
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Body numb, don't need the time
stealin it,
If the pain was all a lie
Well I'm feelin it
U could always pick up
After u left off
phone is always off the hook
I probably better not
Better not
Better walk
I probably better stop
While I'm ahead
I probably better quit
Bitter end,
now bitter friends
U roasted them,
who wait until
Ur moneys gone,
Most of them
Keep you on the outside,
Never lookin in
Couldn't care now if I tried
Guess i
Better not
Better walk
I probably better stop
While I'm ahead
I probably better quit
Probably dumb,
don't need a spine,
Probably doing well
We're doing fine
You could find a way out
I guess you're better off
I would probably only shout
I guess I
Better not
Better walk
I probably better stop
While I'm ahead
I probably better quit
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18. |
The Darkness; Part III
00:16
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19. |
Reckless
03:19
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It's just like the sun, to go away
it's just like me to not say anything,
hush up love, lets have some quiet please
I feel some kinda fire when you look at me
it's just like the moon, to not show up,
i called three times, you do not care enough ,
well I'm too drunk, will you least pick me up,
i like you reckless, pearl neckless and a plastic cup
i only got 2 hands, but there's 20 sluts,
too poor for a train, so we just run a bus,
get a call on my cell, oh shit, this really sucks,
says I'm too drunk, could you come pick me up
so I hop out off the bus,
and into my car,
I take my time,
cause its really not far
but as I pull up,
into the driveway,
i see someone fucked up,
look at me sideways
somebodies gonna die tonight,
somebodies gonna die,
somebodies gonna die tonight,
somebodies gonna die
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20. |
Trapped Ft. Selph
02:07
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21. |
AHH BATS!
00:09
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22. |
All Over
04:55
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It's all over,
thought I told her,
not to trust anyone,
and don't believe in anything
It's all over,
four leaf clover,
all your luck is done,
don't trust anyone
cause it's all over...
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23. |
Outro (Ghosts)
02:35
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